i know that this is not the time
but then it never will be
mingled sounds below my head
pleading for anything everything
the sun rises each morning
to my sleep and i
sit and watch and wonder
i know who sleeps now and always
we try to live try to plummet
into ecstasy through the
most unreliable sources
must it be the same
every time around
i was in the desert
crying out loud yet hiding it all
break off a piece and chew
this agony is self imposed
and needs improvement
break the bond now or
you will be bound to my soul
along with all the others
i shove you
i hate you
i blank you
