unfinished

one more thing unfinished
one more word left unsaid
i told you not to start with me
now it’s over without a
backwards glance
i hope it feels good
i hope she’s beautiful
perfect teeth and
wholesome sweet eyes
never again will i trust so readily
fall to my knees without
a second thought
i gave my life for you
sin and reoccurring moments
in my eyes another goodbye
one more desertion
one more dear john letter
i left you with strength in my heart
and you came and ripped it away
after swearing on blood and sweat
next time around
i suppose it gets easier with time
to leave things up in the air
always in my thoughts
you bore the same name as pain