i numb my mind with cartoons and high grade marijuana
spouting off outrageous claims like “i am going to kill the
president” or
“i am the chosen one; the sun god told me so”
i am a caffeine fiend and nicotine queen
ex (future) junkie whore if this bit doesn’t work
i remember everything, even the things i say i don’t
every second of this comedy called life
where everyone is seeking mysteries but
forgetting about reality
i see the beauty in all: art, poetry, hoboes, and
naked people dancing in the street
i see the hazy visions
i can never tell for i am the keeper of the children
each and every one of you i am the mother, protector
i am always there, waiting for you
the scandals that surround me are true
i am only half angel
the shadows find me, too
but i know the way
the rest we’ll catch as catch can
burn the flags and smoke the pipes
run with the hunted and hide in the light
win harms
